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Life `

2011-05-19T10:59:00.000-07:00

i wish to talk about my love stuff..

recently,

my love life.

became so complicated and complicated also.

how am i suppose to solve the problem,

i am so weak always in love problem !

everyone thought that i am pro and good in manage in love problem.

but yet, i only knw how to speak,

but dont knw how to do.

knw how to tell people,

but when problem come,

become panic and dont knw how to solve the problem..

before, being with u.

is a most wonderful and most sweet stuff.

becos of one word u speak out from ur mouth..

the word u speak out is not a normal words.

is more sensitive word to everyone in relationship.

which is everyone take it so serious ! * BREAK up * this word

this word came out from ur word or from ur mouth. u wont knw what thing will happen.

and what thing gonna changes!

if u said the 1st time u said,

mayb i can take as, u never think before when u speak out. i can forgive.

if u said 2nd time u speak out,

i can said that, u are over heat !

if u said 3rd times u said out,

i can said that, there is no more reason u can said out !

if u really said u love someone, will u so easy said out this word ???

u knw this word when u said out, u never give me any explain ?

this question still always stuck on my mind !

if u try to said about ur pass bf/gf give u feel that u are 3rd party.

did u ever think about my feel, when u said out this word.

will this kind of thing will happen right now ??!

did u ever think about it ? dont just try to think about ur self.

did u ever think about mine, when u said this word how hurt i am too ???

if u never said this word now, do u knw how sweet we are ?

do u think 3rd party will appear ?? do u think thing will become right now like this ?

if u try to said i am kissing with someone, did u think why this thing will happen ?

what u said to me ? u only will said that how much i hurt u..

i love u but i dont knw how i gonna express how much i love already.

at list, i remember our pass and wonderful memory !

i used to love u the most.

and also i let u hurt the most at the 1st !

the END

WORKING Life `

i just came to new company work x)) i feel so happy when i work in

A cut Above.

who dont knw about this saloon.

is a very famous and top popular saloon. everyone knw that,

this saloon is pro and good for everythin !

can said that, i am so lucky that i can came in this saloon to work.

when the 1st days i came to work, i feel everythin is like so different with what i work in other saloon.

example is like,

the management,

the rules,

and

other ETC

cant remember to much to much terms and conditions @@

alot of stuff name i need memories.

so far, i work in this company.

i can feel alot of stress,

and yet, still happy to work here also..

becos i can get to knw few good friends

which is

* HELEN my god Sister x))

* Rainny my good Friends x))

in saloon, i oni can share feeling with this 2 person.

only them can understand what i wish to said,

and what i wish to share out also !

i am happy that i meet both of u x))

this company, make me feel alot of stress and many things.

i haven get use to it.

mayb is to big company, so that there is alot rumors and gossips always.

what i do.

what i talk.

what i action.

everythin have to be carefull.

cannot be to careless.

one mistakes !

i have to slowly climb back up.

i will get us to it one days

i am knw i am still new. one day!

i will knw what to do !

i will never do any mistakes !

give me time to changes my mistake !

complicated D:

2011-05-19T10:48:00.000-07:00

my life is just to complicated..

to much thing i need to think and worried about.

LOVE

WORKING LIFE!

i am so afraid i cant take it..

stand it anymore..

why thing always have to be so complicated.

why there is so reason and question always POP out in ur mind!

if there is, no question or no problem.

i will be so HAPPY about it !

tears drops D:

2011-02-09T11:17:00.000-08:00

few days wah so good and so sweet

for sudden.

thing end up like this..

seriously i feel so broken !

i dont knw what else i can do.

i feel so lost right now D:

what am i suppose to do.

oni can make thing goes better..

already true so much thing and being so long

and great distance relationship..

why suddenly end up like this !

seriously,

i hate this kind of feeling..

i dont like thing to end up like this..

so far away, right now i can hardly have my relationship

that can last so long.

why can become like this ?

am i really that sucks to couple ?

i guess i really not good to couple.

but one last thing.

i wanted to tell u

i very love u !

very very love u..

♥ finally i realize my mistake!

2011-02-03T14:07:00.000-08:00

today so happy :))

going out with and janice, joyce and vince to watch movie at ioi malls..

and then, we eat steam boot had alot of fun seriously x))

after had steamboat at my auntie house.

when to my friend house and gamble and drink beer..

so sad i lost RM30 in a while.. D:

share and chat with my friends and my sister too x))

finally i realize my own mistake.

i mistake my self.

i feel that i left out the one i really love.

even, when i go back home. my mom did mention to me.

she said to me, its a great person that u be with.

even those she hate me to being like this !

but she really can put down her heart, which mean she had no worries that i could be with (...)

so when i heard my friend and my sister and my mom said this to me.

i oni do realize that, maybe i am not that good or that smart in relationship or in love ..

asked me to appreciate what i have, dont later wait until the relationship gone.

oni start to appreciate or regret for it. it will be to late .......

to you,

this is what i wish to share to u right.

from the 1st time,

until the moment right now. i love u till the end never change before.

mayb u think that i do change! but mayb i do but i dont knw.

but my heart feeling towards u, i never change bfore.

i am still love the way how deep i am.

i am sorry that, i always break ur promise,

always make u feel sad or hard feeling on me.

i am sorry about it, i knw that i always said sorry but end up i also never change.

please do believe me ! and give me time, i promise i will change.

when u actually think that, do i really care about this relationship ?

yes i do really care, and worry about it !

mayb i dont knw how to care. mayb i think the way i care is right, but is not. actually is wrong i can feel that. i am sorry about it ! i will try to figure it out, how to fix my self and change my self to be better. to make this relationship to be more better! i love u, i love u so much my love.

please, give me time to make the things goes better.

i dont wish ur feeling to me will gone. i also scare that one day i will lose u. i dont wan this feel to.

being with u so long, seriously i 1st time had a relationship that feeling i can stay for so long !

i love u.

i really do !

believe me please.

give me time to change my bad habit !

♥

2011-01-28T10:35:00.000-08:00

finally.

i feel dao i can get close to u once again..

our feeling are getting better and better x))

dont u feel u that is a good things ?

tell me x)) i wish to hear it from u .. xD

if time,

i get a feeling from u that we are so deeps..

never feel down or fan gam bfore :))

i love u, this 3 word i knw cannot simply said out to anyone.

i just feel that my this 3 word to u is true.

true from my heart and feeling towards u :))

ytd we chat at msn we were share so much and u did share alot of things to me too.

i wish to my best to make u feel happy :)) and no regret too.

u will regret oni if u dont wan me xD..

i love u ~

sad D:

2011-01-25T06:26:00.001-08:00

u were just,

keep making things.

very complicated.

actually the relationship,

could be very wonderful and lovely

why must u,

try to destroy it ??

do u think ?

we go can go true this ?

do u think we can have a better relationship in future.

do no give up each other.

fight for it.

we just need to,

trust each other.

and believe each other.

love and care each other.

HAPPY & SAD about it !

2011-01-23T13:24:00.000-08:00

sigh ~

its been 2 years.

i never meet u guys.

my lovely aunt and uncle.

lovely 2 cousin.

had so much fun chattin with aunt and uncle.

i miss the moment we had fun and trip with u all :))

i love u my lovely cousin ..

sigh ~

after when to cousin house.

reach home need to clean house again =="

dad mess up the house. damn it,

always make alot of thing for me to do.

mom always nag the same thing,

said i no clean house.

i just clean the house yesterday,

and said i lazy no clean house ?? omfg =.=

well, after clean up not long.

daidailap and liang come meet up me,

and pass me thing after dat.

baka pey come and join us, becos she offdays tml =="

even those she offdays.

she also keep mention sleepy ==" gosh.

u finally offday, u not suppose to enjoy ur offdays meh D:

hahahahah!

to u,

i just dont really understand.

being a couple, what for do u need to think so much ?

i am going out with my friends and not who also ? why do u need to think so much ?

i just dont knw how to explain to u anymore.

u just make me so speechless.

being a couple cant u be more open minded ?

why do u have to be so close minded and so negative way thinking always ?

since u got so much time to think negative thing ? why cant u think more about positive way ?

being with u ? what for do i need to cheat u ?

since the 1st i be with u , i never even cheat u before.

if u think i got cheat u i got nothin to said anymore.

the only thing is u can find out the truth of ur self. do i cheat u anot

i dont have to cheat u also. becos i love u. what for do i need to do that ?

that make me hurt if need to hurt someone that i love.

being a couple, why i cant have my time with my friends.

i not going club also, i just hang out with friend and chat with friend.

i like to chat with friends.. u also not dont knw which kind of friend i mix with also

being a couple, u have ur friend i got my friend right.

i just feel that, why i couple.

i cant hang out with my friends ? haiz,

i just dont knw how to said anymore.

that all for today.

good night.

i love u ~

my precious one ♥

2011-01-21T11:34:00.000-08:00

after so much i meet.

i feel that my feeling toward u are the stronger ever..

i dont know why, after today i feel we are so sweet actually.

yes is true mayb people cant see tat. but then, i feel that there is no reason that we need to show out, or purpose to show also.

i felt that, as long we felt that our relationship.

is always the strongest and the most sweet memory, that is always the best one..

we been true alot of thing, we been argue all the time.

we been cry out together ! YEAH, i agree somethin the feeling is hard.

and i also hate those feeling, but then after the feeling our relationship is like grown up already ~

people always tell me that, always argue is not a good thing. yes is true, always argue is not a good thing. but then actually, there is a good point for it also, is to improve the relationship and grown up more :))

let me tell u somethin, when the moment i 1st meet u.

i never thought that the relationship could last so long.

and also i never think that the feeling is so strong toward u,

i just dont knw how to describe how much i love u, but then.

i can just said, i love u with limit already ~

u are the best one.

and the oni one.

and the precious one

i am sorry,

i always have a bad habit.

always reply ur msg late.

always sleep late.

always play game and left u out.

always when go out last min oni tell.

make u worry and keep waitin for my sms.

but then, becos of u.

i really will change my bad habit.

i even also cant believe i will change.

becos normally i will never change !

sometimes,

i also wish to explain to u, that u could give me time to change

is not that u give me 1 days i could change all my habit.

now i am not computer, not that u format me than everythin gonna change like what u think and what u said D:

but cannot, i am human i need time to change and prove to u.

u everyday tell me that, computer is important then u ??

did u ever think that,

when u said this word is so hurt.

computer is a thing that i like to play .. i like game, i like to chat.

but u are different with this.

u are the precious and the one i love.

i wish u could understand me, yes i knw my brain is not mature yet.

but then, i also hope u are more mature then me :))

i am sorry :))

i love u

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interview ♥

2011-01-21T10:14:00.000-08:00

.wow.

today serious one word wow.

so nervous to me xD.

nervous be cos wanna interview :))

but, lucky i get my interview success and they asked me to start work

for so fast D: but then i plan to work after Chinese new year ..

just sound like so weird, suddenly asked me to work for one week.

and so Chinese new year.

sound like no point to work also D: be cos work one week and then Chinese new year =="

by the way.

daidailap, thanks for accompany me today..

and thanks for ride also, so sorry to ma fan u.. i feel so pai seh about it !

but then, thanks alot ya :)) i hope u wont get bored xD ..

but then is fun to hang out with u ya :)

thats all for today.

a great days.

welcome 2011 :))

2011-01-18T10:03:00.000-08:00

its been for so long.

never been update my blog.

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always feel so bored,

after stop blogging for quite a moment.

when, actually addicted or in the mood.

oni will keep update my blog !

that is why i always like a pig D:

My life totally Mess up !

2010-08-16T23:19:00.000-07:00

We all work for money
A better way to quote is
We all earn money for living
My job provides me the opportunity to work with different ppl everyday
A group of different individuals give me varies of impression
All walks of life, Same kind of rice raise all kinds of personality
I have problem memorizing ppl's name
sometimes i do really think about my self
how is my life and future gonna be ?
taken a dresser course but end up, i feel like i cant catch up. sometimes i felt that,
i am blank in my mind. dont know wat to do.
and yet now, changed for so many company when i working
as a hair dresser, different company i face different kind of colleague and different kind
of customer.
However I do remember all sorts of happy moments
Or bad experiences dealing with each of them
i`m take new course for my self, which is learning make up. some ppl will feel weird or sound
weird for this. but i am so interested on colour, colour is like painting to me.
i hope this really can makes my life in the better way.

I met a bunch of good ppl lately
When the time to work, we perform our duties & responsibilities
When the time to have fun, we go all the way crazy
End of the work, I always tend to rush back to home or mayb going out with colleague
for drink of social to get to know each other more
Pls be rest assured, I cherish all the good memories with good ppl
Back to home, I cant stop talking bout those fun moments
& for those who said & did something nasty
I would definitely curse them maximum too
I will see them in hell, which is so true
Bcuz I choose to curse them & I am sinful for doing so :P

Fun n" Crazy Memory :))

2010-07-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

THE FRIEND OF MINE !
this are those friend that i meet..
new friendship that bring me alot of joy and crazy time :))
thanks :))

Ming Zhao
Quennel
Dayvis
BoiBoi Kiro
Bryan
Thomas
Melvin
Winz Zhen Wee
Caspian
Herri
Tommy

thanks to all of u, that bring alot of fun and joy.
is glad that can know you guys as my friend ~

3 of us are the BEST !

Me n" Quennel

Me n" Bryan

Me n" Ming Zhao

Me n" Thomas

Me n" Winz

Five Brother`s
Dayvis ` Bryan ` Zero ` Me n" Winz

Me n" Tommy

Me n" Thomas

Me n" Caspian

Me n" Herri

Me n" Ming Zhao

this are the photo that i capture with them.
the moment, we have so much fun.
enjoy ~
laugh ~
crazy ~
shopping ~
eating ~
capture photo ~
this are the moment that we enjoy da most ! :))
may friendship last ~

what do u think :))

2010-07-15T08:33:00.000-07:00

What do you think ? :))

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of
hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, will stay awake just to watch you sleep, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his ...is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's the one.'”

"When you were born, you were crying and everyone was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone else is crying. "May you be blessed and may others be blessed by you""

It`s Hard !

2010-07-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

I know I have to face the day when my mornings will not be as sweet
When I’ll wake up and feel like something is missing and nothing is there
When you will be waking up next to someone else who isn’t me
Every day I fear this morning is getting closer

Every night I fall asleep
I sleep in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But I can't get that chance because reality will not leave me alone

I will always have to confess one thing
Nothing scares me more than loosing the person
That I have always had by my side
At nights I’ll feel so alone and lost without you
And maybe you'll be lonesome too

I know I’m being selfish for wanting something I can’t have for ever
But I will always feel in my heart and in my soul
That you belong to me
No matter the distance no matter the place no mater the time

My mornings are getting colder
My nights are getting wrestles
I will never stop thinking about the day I’ll have to say it
The day I’ll have to say goodbye

That day is getting closer ...
The day I’ve been wishing for never to come
The day of your departure
I’ll watch helpless as you turn around to leave
A part of me will die the day I'll let you go.

why love HURTs ??

2010-07-10T06:13:00.000-07:00

Love has never been defined and never will be. We read novels about love without limitations, watch movies about it on the big screen or TV, and that we can live happily ever after, but it's not the real life. The fact of the matter is, our expectations are sometimes too high and the poor mate we choose can't humanly live up to what our expectations are. The word "grow up" is the key to this problem. All couples have disagreements, lose their temper every so often, feel like they want to quit in the relationship and move on. When we are young, love can be so magical or hurt to the very core of a person's being and they feel like their life is over. It is because of inexperience and, in youth one is learning. Every heartbreak or every slight from another person you love helps you to become stronger and is a learning path as to what you really do want in a lifetime partner. It 'preps' you for that one true love that I can promise you will meet in the future. It's a tough road sometimes, but we all have our disappointments and lost loves, but manage to live and forge on still in the end. When you truly find love, you never lose it. You will realize the guys or girls you 'thought' you loved really wasn't love at all.

Why drive a car if you can get into a car crash? Why walk on the street when you can get mugged? Why eat when you can get choked? I think you get my point. Life is one big risk, as so is love. If you don't take the risk you'll never know. Taking the risk in return you can either be loved or heart broken. But I can guarantee you something, whether you are loved or heart broken, you will always gain something, wisdom and experience. You can learn from your heart aches to benefit your next relationship to make the love of your life. But if you never try at love because you are scared of being hurt, you'll never know if you could feel the best you have ever felt in your life. I think never trying at love is the biggest pain of all. You are depriving yourself of opportunity. Besides, a lot of us wouldn't be here if everyone didn't love because it hurts too much. Life goes on, and love will conquer all. Because love doesn't have to hurt! When there is love, there is always hope. Maybe this time love hurts, but next time it doesn't have to. If you choose not to love, then you also choose not to be loved. Don't you want to be loved?

NIGHTMARE !!

2010-07-06T17:06:00.000-07:00

NIGHTMARE !
u make me so worry about u,
u have already stolen and capture my heart.
i dont wish u will just for sudden disappear like that.
i waited for u the whole days last night.
u make me seriously damn worry about u.
no matter how busy u are also ! even u go toilet, u just text me a few message also can.
that dont take u long time to text me.
why, must u make me so worry so much ??
u make me waited for u.
make me cannot really sleep well, keep focusing on da phone !
u promise me u will change that attitude ! but u never.
once u stolen my heart, u know wat u should have to do.
do wat u must do,
promise wat u already had promise !

DON be AFRAID ! ❤

2010-07-04T10:46:00.001-07:00

Being alone I'm no afraid,

but wat i afraid of is lonely..
Being attached doesn't mean,

you are not lonely, you are not alone
To feel not lonely in a relationship,

is only when the partner is the right one.

DON notice ME ❤

2010-07-03T22:44:00.000-07:00

This is NOT ME, but i like this MEANING !

i wonder what love is.

i dont know anything about love.

i know nothing about it.

i dont know what love is.

I'm not a guy.

i got no dick.

i got no guts.

i tear people's heart.

what kind of bastard am i?

useless bastard.

what kind of asshole am i?

asshole without hole.

see how sucks i am?

please everyone.

dont come near me.

dont get to know me too.

DON BE TO FAKE !
People are born to be fake.

Not all but most of them.

This is the fact.

Without them.

I will be better with peace.

Not to be emo.

But things are changing now.

Not only things. But people too.

I just want those fakers there to know.

You guys are just wonderful losers.

Understand?

If you are to flame me.

I won't mind.

If you are to angry with this.

Get a life. You are no longer in childhood life.

And i wouldn't care if you really do.

TO BAD TO FIND OUT !

Why? Now i know.

Love is not easy.

You have to make a gigantic sacrifice

and getting nothing in payback

or maybe something bad.

This is love.

Love is greedy.

2/7 1.30am Back-upPlan

2010-07-02T14:13:00.000-07:00

The Back-upPlan

who haven watch this movie.
go and watch it,
is a very nice and funny movie.
but make sure 18+ above :D
hahaha..

Suffer & Realize ❤

2010-07-02T04:47:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WAT I REALIZE ABOUT !!
when my emo moment pass,
i feel so happy becos i already go through alot of things.
make my self cheer up and make my self to stand up back.
even those my heart is being so emo, i use to emo.
becos my heart already crack until to many pieces.
cant blame me for being so EMO ~
my heart already been broken and been then being back a pure heart.
just like a picture, when u totally recoverd ur heart totally nice and awesome.
when its come to broken heart. u need times to get back those lost broken pieces..

when a person broken and emotional down.
do need some friend to cheer up. always not one a friend are there !
sometimes i get to jealous, when every profile i had view.
for sure they got alot of friend chatting or posting, even if u are emotional down.
u post a wall message at ur facebook. for sure there are alot ppl try to cheer him/she up !
yeah always get jealous when a guy are handsome.
jealous them, got so many like.
jealous them, got so many admired.
jealous them, got a good lover, will help u when u need.
even those i am not that 100% good looking.
but i do give my self a confident.
mayb something i got they dont have.
or mayb somethin they got and i dont have.
but seriously i not sure which kind of life i do really wan..
but always when i view da ppl that i admired their life.
jealous them, becos they got nothin to worry about.

sometimes,
we need to forget,
about the people from out past.
becos there must been good reason,
why they didn`t make it to our PRESENT..

when i start to feel that,
i`m not important to a person..
i take the initiative to stay away..
so when someone feels,
that i`m quite far..
it doesn`t mean that,
i intentionally left the person.
mayb i just felt that,
the person doesn`t need me at ALL..

its better to,
fail in doing something.
than to excel in doing NOTHING.
for even a flawed diamond,
is more valuable than a PERFECT BRICK.
and people who have no FAILURES,
also have few victories,
sometimes a WINNER,
is just a DREAMER,
who, NEVER GIVE UP !

FALLING IN LOVE.
is by chance,
LOVING SOMEONE
is by choice but,
STAYING IN LOVE.
is not by chance or by choice.
its HARD WORK,
with a dash of LUCK.

REALIZE something :-
i give a example, if a groups 3 people.
2 guys and 1 gals.
2 guys love 1 gals.
guys got A and B
but the gals choosen A to be the only one !
and A and the gals, use to date and not let B know.
becos the gal and the A guys, dont wish to hurt B.
becos 3 of them are best friends. A and the gal dont wish to break this friendship,
or make B to feel sad.
the gal wish to tell B that she already couple with A.
but then, when da times she wanted to tell B, there are alot of things.
coming out, make her stuck and cant explain the word that the girl wish to explain to B, that she already couple with A. cos gals things that, no matter how one days B gonna know da truth.
is better to let B know early if not B will put more afford or feeling into the gals, end up B get more hurt, or mayb B also will do something bad also.

for me,
about this situation, i will think.
i will let B to know, becos i dont feel like. lie to him or something.
i will tell him da truth !

EMO ❤

2010-06-27T11:44:00.000-07:00

why LOVE can really can make a person so EMO !
wat am i suppose to do, even those i meet u for the 1st time,
and so after that i got no more chance to meet u up again.
when da moment we chat and da way u reply.
so sweet and so nice, i miss the moment that i had.
even those u are not by side. but i feel that u are beside me all da time, in my heart !

if u ask me what why ?
i dont know how to tell u and i dont why also. even those for long already.
the feel that i had inside my heart. is still so strong.
every time when i see my phone. i will just read back those message that last time u send to me.
not even one of it i delete it before. becos oni ur message can make me stand.
but i hope my wish could one days, come true !
i did tried to delete u from my heart. but i cant ~
in my whole life this is my 1st time i got this kind of strong feeling. could u tell me wat else can i do ? i will be patient ~ as wat u told me !

why do we fall for someone who isn't really for us? should we blame our selves for falling with the wrong one ? or should we blame the one we fell in love cos he make us feel that, they`re the right one !

❤

Enjoyed ❤

2010-06-27T11:02:00.000-07:00

Had a great Family Dinner.
Out going with friends.

this few picture just back from dinner with family.
at hotel, i forget what the hotel name call D:
so long never had a great family dinner. how i wish da that moment, time wont pass so fast. i wish i could accompany them more, social and build up family relationship more. D:
I LOVE YOU !

this few picture, just after changing after back from dinner with family.
going for movie with friends :D watch movie at IOI mall, Toy Story 3. this story is awesome. a very touching story :D
and also got 2 picture web camming with friend JANICE xD
whoever who know her, for sure know how her LOOK. damn cute in web cam ! hahahaha.

picture one

picture two

before going for movie, web cam with my friend JANICE :D hahaha.
cant really notice her, cos kinda blur D: camera not that good condition LOlx. wish could had a better camera to captured her face in my computer. so can show u guys :D

web cam picture two

after movie, plan to go for drink at ABC citrus park OUG.
suddenly the girls said, wan try to Genting Highland at this moment? i was like STUN, i said WAT? now wat time already, is already 2am plus in the morning ? plan to go genting =.= ! end up we plan to genting also, half way to genting, gosh da MIST damn TICK and cant even see the road at ALL ! it was so risky @.@ we drive damn slow, is like 20 to 40 slow =.= . alot car stop aside of the road, try to wait for da MIST go. but end up we did not stop, we still try to drive up even those da MIST is TICK, end up we reach up to genting around 3am ++. went to old town had our supper =.= purposely go genting to get our supper ! damn my 1st time in my life :D but seriously fun. after eating at old town, we go for a walk, and i meet some friend at there which is KEYS, KAHWENG and KENG YEU this da people that i know. others i dont know xD sorry ya ~
after that leave from genting. reach home 7am in da morning @.@ back to my own room, i oni can feel that i am so damn tired @.@

Happy Birthday` Niick

2010-06-21T12:48:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
to you niick.

even those we are that close friend.
we meet each other in online games, is nice to have a friend like u.
but not just oni u. ur girl friend TENG and ur best buddy JOO.
thanks to TENG and JOO make a plan that invited me for da birthdays invitations.
is glad that i will be there that on ur birthdays, to suppose give u a surprise :D
so sad one things, blame TENG cant keep secret last min she mess up da surprised.
^^ keep in touch again, we will out soon again together :D

thanks to NICK and HARICSON, for da transport.
not becos of u two my brother. i cant attend to my best buddy birthdays.
but i think u both also did enjoy also right :D cos meet my new friends. even is my new friend too, cos i never met them in real life before, hahahahaha. thanks alot :D

is so happy to know guys my friend. 1st of all, i wan intro TENG, NIICK, JOO and also ELAINE.
u guys are very nice friend. friendly and funny :D happy to know u guys. remember orh. got plan, remember JIO me out orh xD
and also NICK, HARICSON and also BRANDON. 1st of all i meet u guys in clubbing, each time we hang out together yam cha. with one bunch of friend or so nice and FUN ! remember ya bro, dont got GIRL FRIEND and so forget our this SO CALL BROTHER :D.

inoran`kor happy birthday. OUTgoing

2010-06-12T14:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INORAN KOR !

Aven n" Me

Picture One

Picture Two

Picture Three

Happy Birthday to u my Beloved god Brother. well actually, i didt plan that i can make it.
for ur celebration today. anyways, sorry and forgive didi. didt prepare any present for u ! but didi do happy that i can attend to ur birthday party, and also wish u too. ;)) be happy always.
DELICIOUS CAKE, didi love it ^^

well, actually i suppose when out with my sister and nick to eat SNOW FLAKES at PAVILION, and yet i meet up with my god brother and other old friend that celebrate for my god brother birthday. even those not much people attending. but the party is so happy at pavilion WONG KOK. after the celebration and blowing cakes candle, we took a few pic. this is my phone i only got few pic of my god brother and my friends ! i still waitin my god brother to send me da pic at his camera ! LOLx

after our picture and celebration, me and my sister go and meet up with nick chin, brandon and haricson to buy movie ticket ! our movie today is mamaduke, well is a very nice story, for me i feel that a bit funny but the ending part is so touching ! i almost tears when i saw da ending part ! hate it, when i always watch touching part of da movie. i always easy tears drops LOLx.

after movie, we when to mamak at OUG steven corner with, my sister, nick and haricson. one more guy he leave us becos he gonna meet his friend in pandan indah steven corner too. so bad, ditch us xD.. well guys is great and fun today, we will soon hang out again. hope its gonna be more fun and happening again ! xD i wan iPHONE !!!

FOR SUDDEN EMO !

suddenly i feel so emo, i see one story in youtube. a skinny guy really cant find a perfect gf or bf ?? why, there is such kind of reason ? can tell me ? if really LOVE someone, really need to care about this ? skinny, fat or age problem too. well, yeah i admit i kinda skinny. i eat alot, but i cant gain weight ! friend asked me, am i really okays with my body? eat so much but how come cant gain weight ? to make my self look much better. can get a fit body ?? i dont mind how people look at me or talk about me.. as long i being my self is da best, but da most important i wan to know how my LOVER look at ME ! this is da POINTs

POOR or" RICH ppl, like guys or gals. yes is true everyone wish to had a bf which is rich. as for me, do u think a RICH bf can really give u what u wan. i am just a NORMAL not to said RICH or POOR family, just NORMAL. RICH guy dont really can give u what u really need and what u really wan. they only can use money to buy ur HEART. if a gal really wan to find a great relationship. what u need is not money to buy ur heart, is using something to buy ur heart even money also cant buy it ! that is da most expensive things. when u really can get a heart with money also cant get it ! on that moment u really can feel or realize that the thing is da most TREASURE in ur whole life, u dont feel to lose it ! i wish i could have a lover could have really do that, treasure something no using to buy, give me something which is money also cant buy it ! that the HEART i need and i wan it ! dont just know how use ur word to speak it out loud, but u didt move or PROVE somethings. some people really good in talk, but when asked u to prove something. there is nothing, end up just tell me da answer DON`t KNOW ! i just wan a lover could understand me, care me, love me, be there for me when i need u or something that my LOVE should do. i hate my lover betray me, lie me, or ignored me ! the thing i most hate dont ever BETRAY me or maybe other things, i dont need to tell or explain what is it, this u might know what is it. dont love or like someone with *he/she* IMAGE but not ur lovers HEART ! if u are please FUCK OFF ! becos when ur lover know that *he or she* be with u for so long, and the last u let ur lover know that u only care for their IMAGE but not their HEART do u know da feeling is so BROKEN ?! in a relationship there is no one no argue in a relationship before, no argue no grow up ! got argue dont mean u need to said BREAK UP this words, argue mean to correct *he/she* attitude. no one is perfect, when u born ! everything need to take time to change, no one can teach u. friend only can give comments. if u really wan change, only ur self know how to change it ! no matter how PERFECT u are, there is a bad attitude also. but u wont know what is it ! a great relationship not easy to find, when u have it. TREASURE IT. dont crush or lose it, when REGRET. no one can help, just take it as a punishment, can said learn something and not to repeat it again !

FMS.

2010-06-03T12:58:00.000-07:00

FARMER STORY !
the memory & history.

i stay to play this game, almost 2 week. well i play this game is becos i kinda bored,
and so one of my god sister introduce me this online game. well, dont look down at here.
her age is much older then me. her age is almost 23 coming this year birthday.
she is a pro online game player. she can always spamming her game da whole days. non-stop ! i really can clap my hands when i saw da way she play ! well, when da 1st when she intro to me. i got no friend inside i feel is like kinda bored. don't feel like playing after i play 2 or 3 days. but after, da last day before i wanted to give. i meet few friend which is quite friendly xD.. so many country people this game and this server. even those is a private server, a lot game very support this server ! i know few friend from inside, which is from londan, new york, canada, singapore, holland, paris, australia even our country malaysia also got. but seldom, malaysia people play this server ! becos the person who create this server is from australia.
well, in this server i played not long, played about 2 weeks plus not to said famous in this game also.

can just said i famous in alot of friend and alot gamer inside said i am good and friendly.
when i plan to leave this game or stop this game, they were like keep not allow me to go. if i leave they gonna leave to. even those is a game, but they using heart to be friend or make a friend. so nice to know u guys inside there ! even those is a 2D game, look childish. but when u play, u wont feel that, cos u can even make alot of friends inside the games.

today i plan to make a events inside da game. which i plan with 2 friends, one guy and one gal is from K.L too. the guy stay at PJ area and the gal when she told me da place she stay. that really give me a big shocking, and is damn FUCKING near my house. she stay at OUG. the guy name call KEVIN and da gal name VIVI we both can said we create a few events before. but seriously today this events. make me feel damn happening, and damn happy ! normally inside those people they create events is just a normal FASHION SHOW events. but, today 3 of us. plan to change new to thing. we plan to make a COUPLE FASHION SHOW! we make into 4 stage, which is 1st Gay Theme, 2nd Lesbian Theme, 3rd Normal Couple Theme, 4th Prince & Princess Theme. when we almost start this event i was so afraid da contestant wont come and join. but, in the end. damn events is so damn HAPPENING and is pack of people. see the way they all dressing and the creative they make, really make me realize something. they really, use heart to join this competition. when they LOSE or the judge give score not high. contestant, was almost ARGUE with the JUDGES.

this is the picture that i wanna show u all ~

this both picture show the event argue.
this is da part when it almost end.
they had a fight. is because one theme contestant lose,
i feel a bit sad. the events suppose to be perfect. because of a fight.
make everyone no mood.

this is one of the contestant couple.
the last stage which is prince and princess.
this both win on 2nd prize

this is how they present them self.
yanli and marcus are acting.
see me inside ? i am da guys name x].Murphy`[x
yanli is da most famous people in game. becos she is good in FASHION SHOW events.

here we go. this is 5 of us. who judge and make da event goes perfect
VIVI is da one who give judge too
MURPHY this is me. my char name inside this game.
xLYNN this is one of my god sister inside this game, she kinda straight in this events becos she is a GAME MASTER inside can said JR MASTER, once we did wrong thing she can BLACK LIST or BAN your account. she is a very nice and very care about me. thanks ;))
Lynn<3 this is a guy is a very good friend to me, his name call kevin. this is events is suppose to be me and him create it. Vivi is becos, Kevin wan him to help us to be judge for marks
Dragon Zhai is one of kevin friends. stay near by his house area and same school.
Vivi and Kevin said quite new friend to me. and i realize they from K.L too. Kevin & Dragon Zhai is from PJ area. Vivi is from OUG

this is one of da theme. call Gay theme.
i should have take other theme.
becos we got 4 stage in fashion show. which is
1st. gay theme
2nd. lesbian theme
3rd. normal couple theme
4th. prince and princess

this is da winner for 3 contestant.

1st WINNER.

SirPiggiie name Niick
MsPiggiie name Teng
this both is my friend too. i can said in this game i play not long i know them till now. almost be friend with them
like about 2 weeks. hhahaha. they are real sweet couple inside this game. and they are real couple in real life too. hope u both always sweet sweet okays..

2nd WINNER
SNSD & Victorious

3rd WINNER
Marcus & Yanli

Hayao Miyazaki. the animation series.

2010-06-01T21:51:00.000-07:00

Hayao Miyazaki.
The Japanese Animation Series.

now days. always bored, doing nothing.

hahahaha. cos i keep searching for his animation,
download and keep watching it. even my mom also love the animation that he make.
cos his story is meaning full. this 2 days.
i watch a few of his story. oni this all i founds ~ nothing else already.
this is da picture and i wan to share with u all.
if u guys are interested try watching it ;D

NAUSICAA
= OF THE VALLEY OF THE WIND =
a very nice touching story.

GRAVE of the FIREFLIES
a very sad story !

LAPUTA
= CASTLE IN THE SKY =
interesting story

Hayao Miyazaki animation Series.

2010-05-30T13:10:00.000-07:00

Hayao Miyazaki.

the animation series.

i love all the animation that he write, draw, create, design and those instrument! even those inside all those animation series look kinda old or kinda small kids. but dont look down on the animation, those stories inside da story is very interesting and the song of the instruments too.
try to watch it if can. if u really use ur heart to feel da movie, u will understand wat da movies story talk about ! ppl always said sure anot, the cover of the animation picture look so old and look so bored. dont ever look down on the picture, i can said i am crazy in animation ! my house full of animation in my computer also. i download alot also. i can even open ANIMATION SHOP ! xD hahaha ~

My Neighbour - TOTORO -
this movie, can said is a very long time ago story.
i watch this story since i was age 12, i remember i always watching it. always keep repeat.

SPIRITED AWAY
this movie i dont really remember how old i watch it.
but as i know, i think is like 4 years ago.
this movie, is kinda funny. i like da instrument inside this movie.
this animation tell alot of interesting story ..

KIKI`s DELIVERY SERVICE
wow. this movie i most remember. i watch this movie.
since after i go into Form 1. hahaha, this story seriously nice.
i always watch it with my sister. my sister always tell me.
why always watching cartoon. but when she watch this animation cartoon.
she also start to addicted like how i get into it also. always keep repeat the show.

HOWL`s MOVING CASTLE
31/5/2010 time 1.30am finish movie 2.45am
i view this picture in one of my friend blog her name call Mars. i didt realize she love this kind of animation too. so i follow her to share also. cos, i wanted to share long time ago. but i pai seh ! hahaha ~
this movie i just watch it today.
is like a touching and interesting story. i like da main character guy and the gal inside da story.
he is so cool, so loyal. da way he treat his lover, was so touching. and gal character was AWESOME too. try watch it. i already watch it. nice STORY ! not sure u like it anot. BUT I LOVE IT ! ❤ ❤

PRINCESS MONONOKE`
this movie can said kinda nice too. dont look at da picture look not nice.
watch the story and its tell u nice or not. normally skin picture oni LIES but watch the story.
a very touching story too. it talk about FOREST SPIRIT !

this make me feel so weird !

2010-05-30T06:54:00.000-07:00

Thing About Yesterday !

to tired ytd so i didt update my blog.
update my blog today LOL .

.. suddenly feel so weird, i see one of my couple friends.
which i meet them inside online game. they had a argue for sudden.
suppose everything is fine and good. half way, they both argue for no reason. that really give me sweat and alot this [ ??? ] symbols coming out inside my brain for sudden and dont even make sense. i meet them inside that online game. can said kinda close friend, stay somewhere near around my house. if walk of cos is far, need to get drive !

wat i wanted to said is, when i see both of them argue. its make me think of someone that i treasure it before. and so i feel a bit down and sad also, when the thing suddenly came into my mind. i try to stop them not to argue inside da game. even those is a game, but they in game are couple, in real they are real couple too ! a boi or gal couple is not really easy to find a real perfect match. example, if u really find someone u really love, there will be alot option.let say like, the gal or guy can said can give u wat u wan in da feeling but in relationship not loyal at all, or maybe the gal or boi cant give u wat u wan in da feeling but in relationship are loyal. alot ppl give them a own question why can be like this. i request something very easy from u, but u promise u will change it in the end never do it. why ?? but i believe in this world got true love. but not all or not much maybe can said 10 person maybe got one oni !

if u or anybody really get a true love, do appreciate it wat u really have. dont when da thing gone or lost in ur heart. u oni start to said regret ! no choice to pulling it back. u can said, maybe is a lesson. but, once u get a lesson, dont repeat the same lesson, in the end the person which is most hurt is YOU.

Things About Today.

today something make me feel so strange. which is, about friends.
friend is easy to make, but true friend is hard find. i got a few of my precious friend.
and yet now almost become enemy. i did nothing wrong, end up they told me, not friend anymore, is it there alot ppl jealous becos i am close to my friend, and so they try to make our friendship no more ?? when they always for sudden told me about this, i will start to ask my self, wat did i do wrong did i something bad make u guys treat me in this way ?? or is it anything happen to me. which u all dont like, and so u all do it this way. well no one is perfect in this world. sometimes u did something bad or said something u could just tell IN FRONT OF ME! but NOT BACK STABBING or TALK BAD about ppl or who else also.
yes, is true i love to make friends. make friend or meeting new friends is a very things.
making friends not to said u wan to become famous or wat .. is becos making alot new friend dont mean there is a bad thing or good thing. make friend is happy, rather to having a enemy. if u or who which HATE me i dont mind or wan2 talk bad about me ! and yet, u are still my FRIENDS always. sometimes, i even ask a few of my friend which is very close to me, can said very good buddy ! i ask them, do u hate me ? or something. how do u think about my ppl ?
they told me, ur ppl is nice. bad thing who also got. but a worse bad things is just a normal bad things which wont make ppl hate ! like when sms me, i didt reply or call me i didt pick up ! sorry about it, or if i got any other bad thing make u all dont like. i am here to said SORRY ! hope u all can FORGIVE me T.T

for those ppl which is very selfish in sharing friend, or maybe scare to let ppl know him or her. please change ur attitude, dont being so selfish ! end up, there will be alot rumors or gossips beside u or around u ! becos of ur selfish thingy can make alot of misunderstanding to other ppl or ur friend which is good or close to u !

my LAST WISH ! i wish i wont lose any friend again ! who ever is my friend. i hope u understand this. becos i dont wish to lose u all. if there any misunderstanding please talk to me ! if u guys got anything wanted to share. please feel free to come and chat, or social. social anything you can. cos we are FRIENDs. no BACK STAB or Gossip's
for those friends i lose it before, i wish i could change da times or turn it back. if there the only last one wish, i can wish, I WISH U ALL COULD BE MY FRIEND FOREVER FOR ONCE AGAIN ! i dont wan2 lose any friend or who else anymore. who ALSO ! u all are important to me ! i LOVE u all MY FRIENDs.

GYM 2nd days.

2010-05-27T10:18:00.000-07:00

huh. wow, gym is really kinda fun. today is my 2nd days coming.
and today, i meet few friend again even i meet back my ex working friends.
after i not working there, for quite sometimes. didt notice that i meet him at gym too. hahaha. and yet, he also tell me some problem about da working place and he said he kind bad luck also. he lost his wallet, and he lost his CASH, IC and LICENSE and important thing in wallet.. CASH lost we still can find it back, IC and LICENSE too just that some important thing put in wallet is hard to find it back again. he said so many thing happen for sudden into him. keep saying and keep fucking about his own LIFE. hahaha. well, wish u be care full. ALL THE BEST TO U !

today was cool about the dancing class i saw. that guy standing at the stage was so damn cool. while he teaching those ppl in gym. his body damn like snake ! FUCK IT. he seems dont even have bone at all ~ well, i suppose going for dancing class today, end up no. xD cos da way he dance, i dont feel like dancing. might wan2 join other dancing class. and so on, i go do my own gym ! about 1 or 2 hours.

soon i gonna join GYM. i love it.. this is just feel trials ~

GYM .

2010-05-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

hahaha. today i just start GYM with my god sister.
my god sister bring came for free trial. well, yesterday i so late sleep. today i need to wake up so early to go with her, and GYM together. wow, we reach there around 2pm plus. suppose to be early. but she got some problem and so we late reach there ! she make a appointment to da ppl who in charge in that GYM ! so we was on da rush while we going there. once we reach there. we get out cloth change ! and yet, we start GYM, we do a lot of different kind of stuff and style. so long no exercise feel my bone everything all like cant even move already is gonna be an old man already ! damn it .. well, already so skinny, eat so much cant even gain weight. everything i did try before. i did try to take PROTEIN and i did try other things to make my self gain weight ! yet, SUCKS no results after all. where are those food, i eat go too ? i wan some weight to make my self look better ! FUCK MY LIFE, sometimes feel so jealous when see ppl got a nice body and nice weight !

FUCK IT ! i will try my best to make self gain weight. i will sapu everything from now on ! as long is food ! i will sapu all ! friend always said i am DBKL, always those food cant finish it, i will eat it all. friend always ask me, that always close to me. [ kiro why u eat so much also cant gain weight, where is all those food u eat too. did u get ur body check or something ? ] i reply [ well, i also dont know where those food go too also. and i did try to go for body check. doctor said my body everything's is fine, and also i did ask doctor is there any thing i can inject my self to gain weight ] doctor said [ no such things just need to see and wait ! ] i was like STUN, fuck how long do i need to wait ? 1 year or 10 years ? FUCK ! ;(( i wan2 GAIN WEIGHT D:

something make me so surprise !
well, after finish done my gym. i get a shower, yet i didt wear my contact lens or spec. cant see, and i saw someone waving his hand in front of me, but i didt realize. after he called my name oni i realize it. well, i know him quite sometimes, feel surprise when i meet him back in gym. we had few chat is happy to see u back ^^ hope we gonna meet up again soon or some where else. not oni in GYM, i meet u once. each time when i go shopping center, for sure that i will saw u. so got faith. hahahah ~ hope to see u soon again ! keep in touch ~

end up here for today. need to get some rest, long time never gym or exercise my self. feel so tired and body pain ! need to get some rest early today. tml gonna go for gym again ! see u guys again. wait for my new updates ! cheers ~

confusing ME .

2010-05-25T08:54:00.001-07:00

well. thanks for replying my msg.
i though u will ignore me once again ~
at list ur reply, i am so happy about it. becos i though u were ANGRY at me
or HATE me in something, or maybe u hate me becos of ur own reason ! i dont know.
but anyways i am happy u did reply my msg also. thanks !
thanks for letting me know that. i still got a chance can being ur friend ! i hope soon we can chat more or keep in touch ~ for me, making a new friend is a very happy thing. i wish to have more friend, then a enemy ! but until now, i still dont know how to catch up a conversation to u.. wat am i suppose to talk ? i always can see wat u post, and oni i try to give msg to u. but u seems, dont even bother to reply me also. that make me feel a bit sad. wat is going on ?? can tell me, wan else can i do??

u are da person i meet in once, and its end up we never meet again.
for sudden a thing change so much. i felt that there is something really goes wrong oni u will hide away from me. wat is it? wat is it actually make u like ignoring me. i was like keep trying to figure it out was is it, search for it and try to think wat did i do wrong. and did i said something wrong that make u, ignore me. when i see other talk to u. i wish i could be like them also.
why they can make so close to u. and i am not ? wat is it about ? its give me a lot of question, but i cant get any of da answer. i try to ask u. but u dont even bother about it too.
please never give me question again. seems if da thing came like this. i wish i can turn back the time. and so i will know wat is going on actually ~ when things come like this. i feel so HEART BROKEN !

FMS.
ameli, u are da person i know in there.
which can said kinda NICE, CUTE, FUNNY, POLITE && a lot more. i dont know how to describe it..
hahahaha.. i like the way who u are. be ur self ! self confident ~ CHEERs. - HUGS -

CLUB ` and DOWN too

2010-05-22T12:36:00.001-07:00

just taken after come back from clubbing ! and after shower too.. xD
LAME pic ! hahahaha ~

picture 1

picture 2

picture 3

me and kaito ron, this is one of my friend in face book
and today i meet him in pavilion. and i didt know i will meet him in club too.
AWESOME !

me and shakey, i know him kinda long.
but we never meet each other before. today i saw him in club too.
thanks for bringing those jokes and laugh ! see u again dude ~

i been so long never when out for clubbing.
once go clubbin with friend i feel like so excited. i didt notice that, when i go there.
i will meet so much of my friends. which i never expect it. so happy when i meet new friend and my old friends too..

KAITO RON is nice to know u too, and ur FRIENDs too, all is like so nice and funny. hope gonna hang out with u guys again ;)) ..

jSHAKEYs, is nice to knw u too.. glad that we meet again today. we know each other for long. but we dont have da chance to meet. thanks again, u are nice and funny ! its so fun. we soon gonna up again okays ? cheers. dont forget ME again. if not i gonna chop u xD

Jayjei, thanks for bring me go club today, even those da club is not much ppl in there. but yet i meet alot my new friend and old friends ~ its bring me a lot of fun. i thing u might get bored. xD but dont worry u get to know some new friends too. when u know them well. its gonna be a lot of fun and laugh together ! hahahah ;)) we gonna hang out again okays !! ^^

and also, i see one of my friend face book, i did try to sms him. but yet she/him never reply as well. i feel a bit down. well even those we dont really chat much and dont really know each other. i just to make friend with u. i hope u really dont mind about this ! making a new friends is very thing. but i hope u really dont mind making friends with me ! hope thing will change ~

that for tonight. gonna share some photo to all of u..

HIGH SCHOOL musical MEMORYs.

2010-05-22T02:58:00.000-07:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL !
is a very wonderful memory to me !!
all my friends and yet how i meet my 1st love.
i MISS u guys my friends ~

Bitto
Eddie
Leeteng
Chin Pang

from the 1st i dont really like this movie.
becos i feel is like kinda bored. but when my friend introduce me to working this company events, that moment i feel this movies is so nice and so romantic. is like AWESOME. i damn FUCKING love it. this movies is nice, touching and romantic story. those song, and the lyrics are so meaning full. every times, when da moment i hear back those song about HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL ! it will refresh me back that moment we work this events. bring a lot of fun. even those is not a long term events. but we do have a lot of fun. i know u guys wont forget about this memory ! i LOVE u all. and I LOVE YOU TOO.. even those this bring me and u a lot of memory. now matter how, i treat u. i hope u do will forgive me okays. i hope u will remember it .

finally i realise it ! after i see ur blog ~

2010-05-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

hm.
feel nothing to do. as my usual bored life again.
today i bet nothing to do. and yet, i suddenly view someone blog.
yes i do know u angry me a lot. well, maybe that time i don't know Wat is wrg with me.
but i bet u should happy with ur lover right now. nothing much i can explain.
da msg i send to u dont mean i said u are under the gal shadow. this is wat, becos, how to said. my feeling is already up side down. i dont knw wat happen !
this feeling is wat u make me feel it.
regret ?? can said YES or maybe NO !
but can said i lose someone important to me ~ sometimes u make me feel that.
u are to fake. with da way, example like with ur friends, or in front of me.
maybe u dont feel that. some ppl will and asked me. few question.
and that why make me feeling upside down. u oni said i dont care about ur feeling..
but did u care about me?? u oni said u read my things, and u become emotion down or negative thinking. but u did u try to ask me?? do u know i wish u could ask. YES, is true dont mean everything when u found out oni need to ask. BUT, u never ever try to ask me before.
u oni can use ur eye to see, but u never ask. this is why u always mention in ur brain with lies.
lies ur own with no reason. lies ur own that what u always thinking inside ur brain.. u always ask me, why i keep promise and i break da promise?? why i when out i didt tell u anything?? and yet i can tell, NO. dont just use ur eye when i post things. is becos i when there maybe to do my stuff. and i did not WHEN IN ! when u see, maybe u think is REAL. did u try to ask ?? dont u feel u will get da answer that u wan to hear it ???
maybe this is da choice that u have chosen not to ask and yet u give ur own answer.. i can said and i can guess it too.. maybe now this is wat u wan in ur life right now! u said i hurt u very deeply ? how deep is it ?? could u tell me ?? when u hurt me, did i mention any word or bla bla bla ???
i heard so many RUMORS from ppl which is mentioning about ur name, and when i heard it. i was STUN for few second. why are they talking about u for sudden ?? how many things i heard from ppl RUMORS . did i ASK or i CARE. no i didt..
there is a lot of misunderstanding. is becos some LIES and MISUNDERSTANDING, and so its comes out the answer with END. we are just END up like this.things actually suppose to be very perfect and awesome. but, thing end up like this. i also dont need to explain so much. and i just wanted to wish all da best for ur college life. be HAPPY sweet couple to both of u ~

how long has it been since that day?? i dont forget on purpose. sometimes, i want though. its not becos the memory is Painful. but, ppl like u are hard to find. becos view teach us what LOVE is really about, sometimes, LOVE is UNEXPECTED.

random `

2010-05-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

a very wonderful memory
that i had with u !
i will never forget it ~

picture one

picture two

picture three

picture four

picture five

its been so long i never update my blog.
thanks for my friend that have view my blog and given comments to me..
thanks for few of my friend. asked me why am i so lazy to post new blog in here already.
well, its been alot of thing happen in my life. but now alot things have been fix already !
relax my tension right now,
and start playin a online games called FARMER STORY ! well as i can see when da 1st day i play this game. i though its gonna be very bored for me. and yet now, its like kinda fun. even those is a childish game. but ppl inside who playin is REAL. alot of nice friend, and also alot country ppl playin it too.. i meet few nice person. which

- MAX ❥
- TIMMY ❤❤
- NICOLE [ mars ] ♠
- MARCO ❥
- MICHELLE ❥
- NIGEL
- SPENCER
- MARC
- MATT
- JASMINE
- NICK

and alot alot more. sorry if i didt write ur name down here. becos i cant remember much
i oni remember someone really important and which is REAL FRIENDs to me !!
i LOVE u guys, hope this games wont end at ALL !

and so i got few of my pic. i never upload. which is my latest pic in NIGHTs OUT picture. latest and new 2010 ...

night mare !

2010-04-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

hm. today i though of nothin to do.
well nico for sudden told me that. going out need to be prepare.
her friend comin and fetch us out to leisure mall new way !
we prepare around 9pm plus when out and reach there 11pm sharp..
reach there. sing k until 4am in the morning.
my friend dont plan to fetch us back, becos he said he got nightmare about police road block !
so we when to his house. my gosh ! the bed is not for human to sleep. sleep at the bed like sleep at floor. the pillow hard like stone ! my gosh i miss my bed and my home !!!!
very comfortable bed and pillow ! but yet also have to sleep, but when sleep.
i had a night mare dream !
i dream that i slap my dad . mayb becos dad torture me to much ! so had a dream like this. xD

random mood !

2010-04-06T02:30:00.000-07:00

uhh huh.
so bored wat else we can do. after i stop workin in saloon in midvalley !
been so bored at home. rootin all da times.
damn becos of the stupid accident rob. my bag gone ! everythin been so corrupted !
my life everythin turn up side down !
KIRO KIRO ! where eu stop at.
wake up wake up. stop being like this. even those things already gone.
stop thinkin about it. try start somethin new, there is someone so lovin eu.
and givin somethin that he/she can give ! so dont being so emo when thinkin about da accident.
that remind eu somethin never ever do it again !

my new updates ! 2010

2010-03-17T12:52:00.000-07:00

huh, its been so long i never update my blog already.
its been so lazy when a moment i stop updating my blog already...
so now i tried to update back my blog. hahahaha.. so my friend do support me okays !
kiro is back, will be post new thing and new kiro will grow up now ;DD 2010 !

random ``

2009-11-17T01:02:00.000-08:00

huh. doin nothin right.
half way workin for now.
so bored so used friend laptop to update my blog.
cos i feel like writin somethin in here.
write wat i feel and wat i wanna write also.

suddenly.
becos of ytd eu give me a very wonderful msg.
eu give me a very warm feelin to me.
even those not any special msg. but for me ur msg very mean to me.
yeah eu said slowly. is true.
i dont wan to rush i scare once rush da thing will crush on it.
eu give me confident eu give me everythin that wat i feel right now. thanks alot !

i dont knw how to said right now.
after ytd eu give me da msg i feel so wonderfull right now.
keep viewin da msg eu send to me.
read and readin it again. ^^ thanks alot !!
i will never ever give up.

3D - 2N at genting highland !

2009-11-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

3 of us. not to fun also
but yet is a very happy memory for me !
-xoxo-

take this pic at temple ! my love god sis. AMY

haha. ME n MY SIS ^^

huhu ` clubbin at safari genting

my gosh see this ! green colour cake . look delicious ~

well nothin to do. yet 3 of us. when for bowlin at 1st world hotel ! xD cool pose !

my latest pic ! xD

my gosh. my sis snap this pic for me ! nice effect ~

damn ! i LOVE this pic ~ damn 7 yeng !

is so damn cold.
at genting so misty.
curi curi take pic xD
cos to cold see they walk kinda cute XD

WEE. cute right baby milo XD
monkey ~

woot. kinda nice.
this is REAL fish spa XD

my gosh ! damn 38
we nothin to do.
out side big wind.
walkin back to hotel. with our messy hair XD

^^ mwah love eu sis !

see this room fish spa.
=.=
at bath tub nothin else we can do 5 of us. foot to cold.
and so we on hot water to make out feet warm XD

3D - 2N at genting highland.

a very wonderful memory
and very very enjoy while at genting moment !
it been alot of fun at genting.
we eating non stop.
takin pic non stop.
go and shoppin. see alot of thing.
xD

man.
genting this 3 days
so damn cold. raining non stop.
after rain stop. misty alot and da wind damn big.
can even blow eu away =.= even talkin also like smokin smoke alot.
man. my jacket so tick also cant even warm my self.
yet we to cold.
we go back our hotel.
we stay over highland hotel. got bath tub at toilet.
on max hot water to warm out feet. XD so nice.
we make our own fish SPA ! XD

halloween NIGHT LIFE !

2009-11-01T09:08:00.000-08:00

HALLOWEEN NIGHT !
NIGHT LIFE at POPPY CLUB !

huhu.
today after work.
actually didt plan where to go.
but then a friend jovi my best buddy.
call me up.
and tell me that going to poppy.
but then i been thinkin i out of cash i no money to pay also
he said no worried friend paid.
wow

but then jovi.
tell me that kyo and shiro going also
wow damn happy.
so long never seen them.
after my work
when back home shower up and prepare my self.
friend come over and fetch me around 11.20pm night.
damn man he drive car.
damn fast and crazy =.=
reach poppy not even 15mins.

my buddy ~
MIss eu guys alot !
jovi.
kyo.
shiro.

blog update ! new hair style

2009-10-26T09:25:00.000-07:00

she work at casher !
she always get bully by our salon ppl XD
she is funny and CUTE

MISS zaida .
been set hair which monster style
xD suit her is it ?

new ME new LIFE !
my new hair STYLE ~
new hair COLOUR ~

kelly she is NICE

wece a very nice friend to me !
^^

here da top super star !
xD MISS zaida ~

me n" MIYA out with her.
when i offdays ~
man she is CUTE !

momo and me !
my sister i LOVE her !

damn man ! miss i LOVE this photo !

hello there to all my friend
sorry to make eu guys to wait my blog update
here is my update.
seldom update blog for so long.
>.<
well my friend do always support my blog okays
do drop me comment when eu all free.
even those is not a famous blog ^^
is happy for me to see all new friend and old friend to visit my blog
and drop me msg.
busy workin my friend i am sorry.
to make eu guys to see my blog always !
now i am back ! to update it now ~
but yet eu guys have to wait new update . again
do continue support me okays ?

i will share some pic with eu all
funny and nice ~
and interestin ~

random `

2009-10-12T09:57:00.001-07:00

HAPPY !
today so happie.
few friend come and visit me.
at my workin place ~
which is .
` quik
`miya
` yew weng
` marcus
4 of them come and visit me.

after my workin
10pm quik` yew weng and miya
come to my shop and pick me up.
we when for shoppin a while
and so i get a new perfume and snap some nice pic ^^
man that CAR is so cool ! i love it ^^
and i love da perfume smell. thanks to miya ` quik and yew weng.
givin me opinion of da smell ~
LOVE eu guys. soon we chill out again .
okays with that ?? ^^

but yet ~
we marcus when back early.
didt enjoy with us after my workin.
we when to kim gary for eat and chill out ~

busy life ` right now !

2009-10-10T10:54:00.000-07:00

NEW UPDATED !
new life .
new hair style .
new work .
new picture .

huh.
sorry all my friend.
its been so busy all da time.
when i start workin in my new life now.
new work .
new place . location at midvalley ~
place [ inside care four LG floor ]
saloon name derrick&team.

workin time.
is so fun with all my collegue.
fun. laughin all da time.
playin all da time ! work together and fun together
this salon bring me alot of happiness.
but with no stress. when stress, well all share and stress together
eat and smoke together ^^

workin life now !

2009-09-29T01:41:00.000-07:00

haaa. so bored now !

at salon doin nothin now.

usin friend computer to online now.

so long i didt update my blog now !

sorry to all my friend !

now eu all can just give me comments already

sorry ya all my friend

which is all support me de ^^

workin life here kinda fun !

not bad also la ~

those who is examin comin soon.

i wish eu all do da best in ur exam okays.

hard work as me okays ~

all my friend which is i didt keep in touch long time !

do remember kiro here !

^^ remember eu guys ya ~

jovi ytd when out with eu ~

i see eu like no mood.

ur mood so down ~

wat wrg with eu ~

i hope eu gonna be okays ~

hope everythin gonna be fine ~

dont wan so down okays ~ eu still got alot of friend supportin eu alot okays ~

anythin just come and share with me ~

we are best buddy ~

well `

blog today until here oni ba ~

to be continue okays ~

will be continue soon `

do continue view my blog and comment me okays ?

thanks ~

s.g wang n" movie with friends

2009-09-23T13:14:00.000-07:00

me n" jovi

me n" aven

picture 1

picture 2

picture 3

today. when out with jovi n" aven [ aven last min come and meet me

and he did ponteng his class, becos wan2 watch movie with us ]

watch movie. watch tsunami !

my gosh this movie make me so touching
eu guys who haven watch it. must watch it ^^

after movie. when to pavilion VIP toilet. snap few pic.

do drop me comments ^^ when eu guys see my blog ^^

damn man that toilet no one knw where is it also.

cos da place kinda no ppl and not much ppl knw da place as well ^^

but aven bring me and jovi there. and see and snap pic.

cos da toilet serious so high class and nice !

god DAMN it !

after movie. walk to s.g wang and had our food.

can said is our dinner ^^ damn man.

not feelin well to eat ! stomach feel not so well so i eat a bit oni .

feel so waste food. then around 7pm plus. need to rush back home !

jovi wan to send sushi to my sis. cos he bought sushi for my sis ~

walk to times square and get our taxi and back home !

well then back home rest for a while !

shower, play my game check my online mails and others.

mom` friend call come to house.

and said watch movie again in midvalley ~

i was like omgosh ~ movie again

this time watch [ where got ghost ] kinda nice too and funny ~

we watch 11.45pm after movie back home and update blog.

gosh ~ midvalley meet alot of friends =.=

random `

2009-09-19T13:53:00.001-07:00

i like this picha alot ^^

this apple mean alot to me !

when someone give me this feel. i feel my heart been eat !

fully red apple with heart shape ~

since that days.

eu tell me somethin ~

thing suddenly change for so sudden ~

i ask eu thing eu were like answer me things become very weird and weird.

each word eu said to me ! i do always remember it in my heart `

but do eu thing miracle will happen ?!

i wish it would happen ~ when that night !

i tears drop becos of eu ~ i cant do thing go very well ~

i did smile and i did laugh ~ but everythin !

is a fake smile and fake laugh ! not da laugh i wanted too.

why this thing will give me so deep feel ?!

is it da things that i wan from eu ?

when i tell eu somethin i wish to share with eu ~

is becos eu da oni i can share with . not becos i wan make eu feel,

angry ` annoying ! somethin make eu feel that wan to ignore me !

every night ! cant sleep well ~ keep my beside of me.

i wish ur msg could be better when eu send to me .

or mayb i wish da msg will appears on my phone ! which is ur name ~

i do MISS eu ALOT !

19.9.2009

today.

when out with my friend and my sister.

my friend is my buddy yong kang ^^

when out midvalley around 5pm plus

cos i am rushin for my interview in midvalley derrick&team salon ~

soon i gonna start work at there ~

so who my friend which is viewin my blog or readin my blog.

come and visit me ^^ is inside carefour !

there is da oni one salon at there ! when interview ~

manager ask me to do colour for exam interview ~

i did very well ~ she hired me ! and she ask me !

come work on 1st of october !

after interview !

3 of us ~ when for movie.

we watch gamers this movie ! kinda nice.

is becos . its saying about computer game !

need to be understand very well when eu really wan to watch it ! ^^

after movie meet one of my friend again ! quik . when to her house to play game !

play wii . this game is so funny and interestin ! damn nice to play and fun !

after game. one of my friend call again bouyi !

man. seriously today i 1st time see she no mood.

aaa. dont knw wat to said again

feel tired ! wan to sleep. that it for today !

random `

2009-09-16T03:18:00.000-07:00

haiz.
wat am i suppose to now !

so no mood and down ~

feelin so alone and lonely ~

why things have to go like this ?

no mood no mood ! seriously no mood and down ~

i feel that i been left out all ALONE !

i hate alone ~ why thing have to go like this le ?

why?

why?why?

why?why?why?

being left out da feelin so down and hard to take it de eu knw ma ~

i need eu ~

i need eu be with me all da time.

i need eu come into my heart !

wannen ` brother ! happy birthday !

2009-09-11T09:46:00.000-07:00

me n" babe yuki

nicole n" cheryl

me n" babe emily

me n" babe hebe

3 gals `

hebe ` momo ` emily

momo n" emily

hebe n" emily

babe hebe n" me

weee ! got kiss from her ^^

babe hebe n" me

momo n" nicole

birthday boy [ xiao L ]

and da girlfriend !

DAMN match both of them !

HAPPY BIRTHDAYs

5 gals ^^

me n" nicole

me " nicole n" nen

hebe " emily n" momo

showin ugly FACE x]]

hebe " emily n" momo

hebe n" momo

me n" emily

emily n" me

damn happy !

9.9.09 my best buddy birthday !

happy birtday to nen brother !

wish eu could happy always !

when to quatro celebrate my friend birthday

had alot of fun

take alot of photos.

with all my BABE and my friend buddy ~

happy to have fun with eu guys

we sure will do continue our PARTY nite agains ^^

when out with friend today `

2009-09-07T10:24:00.001-07:00

weee !

when s.g wang meet dou quik

38 quik miss eu alot ^^

wan2 shower that time.

taken a pic. crazy ?

haha !

s.g wang green box !

when out with some friends.

meet up few friend.

and meet up with my old old friend QUIK !

my kai didi ~

when out ` n" dye my hair colour

2009-09-06T09:33:00.001-07:00

weee .

i have my hair dye already

dark colour i did it my own ~

buy colour from s.g wang !

dark brown. a very dark brown.

i wan to be good boi . dont wan2 be gold hair boi again ^^

weee !
pavilion green light water fountain ^^

my gosh !

look at this.

when i reach hang tuan lrt .

see da stairs.

my gosh ! all GREEN !

picture one`

picture two`

today kinda rush.

and make me a bit tired.

rush here and there !

when to s.g wang with my friend

my best buddy jovii.

he wanted to buy book and i wanted to buy colour ~

i buy my hair colour and my friends plus,

my sister hair treatment ~

walk to pavilion search for my friend book ~

after find his book when to wong kok have a drink and snack .

after snack. we walk to times square to get our taxi back !

i need to rush back at 9pm i need to meet up my friend,

dinner with family and need to get my hair done ! my gosh ~

RUSH today ~

thanks to eu ` my very 1st n" 1year anniversary`

2009-09-01T13:01:00.000-07:00

after i open this present !

i found this `

it give me a big surprise !

bfore open this present.

i been thinkin.

wat was it inside ^^

look nice and heavy. nice packin ~

thanks for da present.

i do appreciate it.

happy anniversary ^^

national days `

2009-08-31T03:49:00.001-07:00

quatro winter bar !

so nice le da chair !

weee !

i like this photo so nice..

me and bitto ^^

after club.

back home ^^

self picture 2

self picture 3

me n" bitto

guess whose this ?
bear ` jovii n" momo ^^
walkin back to the garden to get our car !

bfore our movie.
we when for eat !
at midvalley food court. damn da place is nice.
GREEN colour.
food is nice ^^

we sit under this table ^^

our movie ticket.
dance flick. damn man this movie.
crazy. funny like hell !
9.30pm our movie !

national days.
even those is not really fun this years.
but we plan and make it more fun and nice.
no fire works this years so silent da whole k.l
no fun at k.l . k.l gettin sucks. =.=
we when to midvalley we though going to the garden to singk
but da prize so exp. and so,
we decided to go for movie.
movie end after one hour plus.
friend called.
as us go quatro clubbin.
we drive go klcc.
reach there around 10.30pm plus.
meet up alots friend at there.
FUN FUN ^^

happy birthday zen wen !

2009-08-28T13:58:00.001-07:00

take picha with vien darlin

at quatro

zen wen birthday.

taken pic while ready to go out.

clubbin in quatro

nice picha ^^

zen wen !

happy birthday to eu.

well my phone dont have ur pic.

if got pic.

remember send me okays ?

happy always brother ^^

movie n" night life with friends

2009-08-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

someone captured our photo

when i take photo with bitto T.T

our drinks.
tiger beer ^^

jovii ! 1st time clubbin virgin
have been broken by us !

weee ! stupiak jovii

our drinks huge !

damn man ! both of them

look like sister

jovii. prayin for fun ^^
after movie we when for eat.
kim gary ^^

order drink at kim gary
sprite aloe vera ^^
weee. green ^^

me n" babe bitto ^^

my gosh !
babe eu so serious lookin on da menu.

our movie ticket.

time. 4.20pm

date. 27.8.2009

location. midvalley, gsc

person. me, bitto, momo n" jovii

ready to go out ^^

well.

today wake up around 2pm.
jovii sms me said he when for buy ticket at 4.20pm.
pick up bitto at her house. and straight away meet up with jovii
jovii when to midvalley and wait us around 4 hour. =.=
after movie around 5.45pm plus.
feelin hungry. when to kimgary eat our delicious food.
suddenly my cousin sis nicole calls up.
call me to rush to sunway coco banana to meet up her.
but i already order food. she ask me to leave. make me so hard to do.
so plan to eat up thing oni go and meet up her. but she keep callin and callin.
after eatin rush to sunway ! while in da road way
playin food. not accidently bang until ppl cars. not big problem.
a little scratch oni. lucky thanks god !

night LIFE`s

clubbin with friends.

at coco banana

bitto, me and jovii actin cool ^^

clubbin with friends.
at coco banana
bitto, me and jovii actin cute ^^

me , cousin sis nicole n" sis momo ^^

me n" nicole

coco banana

thursday night !

ladies night

me n" babe bitto

shapoholic n" night life

2009-08-24T17:53:00.000-07:00

a friend that i knew her from quatro club.

she from singapore ^^

my god sister came back from london.
celebrate her birthday in quatro club ^^

weee weee !

me n" nicole picha ^^

my food ^^

order at u-village s.g wang.

sweet and sour.

taken this photo !

at quatro toilet ^^

so no ppl will notice. haha x]]

me n" momo food.

been serve at u-village same food

yummy ~

my gosh !

kyo eu damn fuckin rich =="

buy so much things ~

shapoholic ^^

this blog. i suppose update ytd.

but i update today. cos ytd after i clubbin.

tired already so i today oni update . sorry ya my friends x]

ytd when i wake up. around 2pm afternoon.

online again da same things again,

to continue watchin my movie. damn nice movie ~

watch until 6 somethin

oni i start to rush out =.= walk out with my sis.

while walkin out with my sis. did not realise nearby my house got pasar mlm

damn man alot ppl keep lookin me and my sis. with weird eye. hard to get cab.

cos that moment we were rushin time. so we decided to get cab straight away.

go to s.g wang. gosh that taxi drive damn fast pump da meter until 120. reach s.g wang.

no need 15min already reach. cos da taxi driver serious drive damn fast.

reach s.g wang. meet up with kyo. shiro and bitto.

go shoppin with them until so tired.

and i buy one shirt. same brand with kyo.

but we both different colour ^^ gosh kyo damn rich

buy alot of thing. see da pic already knw !

after shoppin. my cousin sister nicole called me.

said go quatro club. with her and her friend.

well after saying good bye to kyo. shiro my sis and bitto they all.

and so leave already. when to s.g wang entrance taxi stand and sit and wait for my cousin sister,

to come over and fetch me ^^ around 10 sharp she reach and pick me up.

then in da car prepare to go club.

when in club. even those is monday.

not much ppl. but is fun.

knew alot of new friends.

haha ^^

fun fun wanted too go again.

quatro rocks ^^

when out with dear bitto n" dear momo

2009-08-23T11:45:00.000-07:00

our movie ticket ` cartoon movie UP `

[ me ` momo n" bitto ]

momo cut hair !

and i see a customer dye hair.

eye brown also dye.

me n" dear bitto ^^

me n" dear bitto

taken pic when wan out ^^

today. when wake up `

feel like no mood dont feel like going out.

but i feel like watchin one movie.

cos i decided to watch that movie long time ago !

so i decided to out. going out around 5 somethin.

drop my mom in central market.

and then when to taman desa saloon.

my sister plan to cut hair ! but last she cut.

cut until so cute ^^ nice nice .

damn man at da saloon wait my sister turn to cut need at list

1 hour plus. so sien =.= then after my sis cut hair.

go and fetch my mom. and send her back home oni we go midvalley

reach midvalley. 1st thing we go and buy cinema ticket !

buy already plan to eat. we eat chicken rice chop. we eat until so rush.

cos our movie is on 9.30pm. but we oni use 20min to eat da food finish.

and rush to cinema !

my gosh ! UP this movie damn funny. i wan to download it.

and keep inside my computer. haha ^^ after movie.

a while later. my friend bear from tmn desa,

msg me, and said wan yam cha. we when and yam cha until so late

now oni back home and update blog @.@ so damn tired wuwu !

random ``

2009-08-22T11:08:00.000-07:00

wee ! eatin salad now ^^

after doin my stuff..

just finish helpin nicole to dye hair and straight hair !

just finish help nicole friend straight hair ^^

wow. didt workin now !
but yet i still workin free-lance in house.
at list i can have my own pocket money a bit ^^

now watch ` dui niu yao bu yao ` and eatin,
my yummy salad ^^ good for health ^^

random ` design my toilet [ haha ]

2009-08-21T12:11:00.000-07:00

picture one ^^

picture two ^^

wee ! i just buy this today.

in s.g wang. i will stick my whole toilet ! with baby milo !

damn man i love BABY MILO SO MUCH !

and MICKEY MOUSE !

wee ! when to s.g wang ``

2009-08-21T11:32:00.000-07:00

my hand colour T.T

me n" william ^^

me taken on s.g wang green box ^^

today. wake up around 12pm plus.

once i wake up ! 1st thing when to da computer and play games ^^

and view my facebook and blog to see ppl who give me comment in chat box !

and how many ppl view ! woot man 3 days i play got 300 + of ppl thanks guys for viewin me.

link me and support me ! LOVE eu guys alot !

around 3 somethin william called me.

ask me where am i.

i said i at home ! he ask me did i go s.g wang later ?

i said yeah got . cos i going there i need to buy colour to make hair colour for my mom friend !

cos i did promise her said i gonna make her hair colour ! so around 4 somethin i follow my dad car to go out so he can drop me to lrt station ! but he drop my mom in central market and i follow him go puchong and he drop me in lrt also around 4 somethin but when i sit lrt and reach s.g wang around 5 somethin ! meet up with kelven and rex my didi ^^..

rex didi sorry for today i didt really accompany eu ! hope eu forgive me ya ~ will out with eu.

next time or see when okays ??

after that. when to u-village with gary . zhi zhi and william xiao didi and one more guy i dont his name =.= ! sorry for it. after eatin a while meet dou nob nob ^^ so miss him .

long time no see him ! after eatin in u-village around 9 somethin when to green box and singk a while ! at outside da container ! take pic with william i oni take one pic with friend ! which is william so sad T.T

then mom keep callin said her friend reach our house d.

so i keep rush my friend to fetch me back home cos i need to do colour !

plus celebrate her birthday as well cos her b.day over d but replace it ^^

well is happy just now at home ! but when done her colour and her husband colour !

around 2am @.@ so now i oni update my blog ! swt my hand full of colour so ugly now my hand so sad T.T. hand full of colour becos ` house no more glove d !

so now my hand full of colour ! ARGH !!!

random `

2009-08-20T06:48:00.001-07:00

nicole n" me ready to go out ^^

taken on ytd ! while after my hair cut ^^

me n" my god sister lorraine

me n" lorraine [ she is hots ]

chings n" me clubbin in barcelona ^^

me ` nicole n" chings ! clubbin fun and rawks ^^

going out ` da whole day ^^

2009-08-19T23:51:00.000-07:00

back from clubbin ! after shower x]]

ar barcelona ` sunway piramid
ready for clubbin.

getting ready to go clubbin x]]

chings hair ! permin ` zit z `

cool magazine in saloon i saw it.

its saying about .

how to desolve love problem !

after perming ! now wan2 cut hair x]]

me and my mom ^^

i love her so much !

ytd =.= while waitin for my damn sis..

so damn long.. dont knw wat she doin always..

make up need take a long time ` ahduii =="

ar ching keep callin me and rush me. but i cant do nothin sis so slow.

ching keep fuck me fuck me TT ! cos i gonna meet up with ching.

we make a appointment for cuttin hair in tmn desa ` hair absolute saloon `

which is bfore this i work there ! da hair cut everythin i like it ! so i choosen there to perm my hair and ar ching perm his hair too ! both of us permin same thing ! pop corn perm come out da effect like ` zit z `

well. after fixin our hair. my god sister lorrain came to find me.

and tell me some stuff. about her problem ! and chill out at mamak opposite da saloon !

chill and talk around her problem !

after eatin in mamak ! she bring me go meet her friend at tmn desa.

japanese shop called ` 100yen ` meet her friend and we eat japanese cry ice cream ^^

with ah ching 3 of us eatin together ! so nice XD. not long while mom called =.=

ask me to go and fetch her at central market !

when to central market.

when i walk down from car. my mom friend ask me to cut hair for her today.

which mean she said it ytd ! so which mean later i need to go her shop and her hair for her !

since she discount me for makin a new spec ^^..

when fetch my mom back home ` my mom said plan to go clubbin

ah ching decided to follow too. cos he not followin no ppl at home ! so he have to go !

muahaha ~ his very 1st time going to barcelona .

damn shit ! when to barcelona i saw my last time workin friend..

which is in midvalley jantzen friend.
mei yee. dickson n" and also jaja a pretty malay gal !

i oni knw 3 of them other is new ppl. i dont really knw them !

it was fun sittin with them in barcelona dance with them

and drink and laugh together !

thing happen suddenly next table too us.

suddenly throw a broken glass to our table ! and they blame on my table one of my friend

call her and said sorry this word to them ??

for non reason to said sorry ?? is it weird ?

my gosh my friend said she will never ever go barcelona anymore !?

such a ` lala place ` ! ` seafood place =.= damn fuckin shit clubbin !

we called few of our friend in tmn desa friend ! barcelona friend and my god sister too !

plan to slap that bitch ! but ytd that bitch scare of us !

1st in barcelona they fears us ! they though they who ?
when we wait down da entrance ! hide like a turtle !

wanna mess up with us ? will get DIE this words .

but yet no movie to see.. though can beat up that bitch ! lastly no also ! haiz so sad.

i though i can see that bitch die up nicely ~ but lastly no also

so we when back home ! reach home around 1 somethin almost 2 . ching said damn bo song

place nice nice suddenly things happen like this for non reason =.=

chings said a bad image for him to see barcelona is like this ! plus is his 1st time going there also !

when back home ! shower.

and cook maggie mee. me and chings

eat up our lovely supper ^^

take picha haha ! sot d

owhh. nothin else can do `

2009-08-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

my gosh !

haiz feel so sad la..

my dinner oni eatin mamak stall roti canai TT

cannot eat a better food for it !

i wan eat sushi ! to broke no money eat ~

haha !

chattin few of my friends.

which is derek` jovii` yuki` and kyo.

derek. here i wanted to pray for eu . to wish ur pain will be recover as soon as possible !

since last 3 days eu got accident ! when eu sms me and told me that.

eu make me so worry about it !

but will pray for it . eu will recover soon and will be fine !

eu will soon become back like normal. even tiger eu also can beat ` haha ^^

kyo.

our 1st plan for genting already success .

now we gonna plan for 2nd one.

which is in this end of month ! merdeka count DOWN ! weee `

we gonna call our groups friend. eu ask me to plan my self.

i cannot plan one lo i need some one to help to plan up also.

so da things comes up will be perfect ma. like genting` we plan everythin

so great and fun ! so memory and 38 together x]] put ur words to blue =.=

cos eu love blue so much !

hanging out with friends `

2009-08-17T11:39:00.000-07:00

wee ! take photo with jovii

at bouyi room toilet x) cheers ^^

while doin nothin !

take photo on bouyi room

wee ! our 4 person drink ~
me. momo. jovii n" bouyi

well.after fixin up my computer !

while waitin my sister wake up =.= .

i call up my friend bouyi staying near by my house. for comin out and eat at my nearby my pasar mlm ! eat and cheering up together. at pasar mlm =.= [ duhh sound so lame ] haha ``we 4 person drink same type of water sugar cane which is GREEN colour x]] after tat me and jovii see da colour of da drink` we goes crazy ! `desperate` haha. after that we when to bouyi house and fun around.

after that back to my home !

to rest a while. and i play for like a while [ fight of character ] a type of game in war craft, with kyo. while playin da game ! jovii keep askin me to fetch him back home !

so i have decided to leave da game and fetch him back !

while when fetch him back ~ we eat supper at nearby jovii house` mamak stalls.

after eatin fetch bouyi back home ! tml will be continue havin fun agains x]]

yeah ! new lens just arrive .

2009-08-17T04:03:00.000-07:00

haha..

i just get my new lens adults lens.

i order this lens make me wait so long..

cos i make this order from my god sister evelyn =.=

she got alot of problem always ! make me wait for so long ~

but just oni she come over my house and pass me da lens. now try on it.

woot. comfortable ! korean lens [ adults lens ] anyone !

who wan to order lens come look for me ! adults lens is a new lens give a example for eu guys to see.

damn happy after fixing up my blog !

2009-08-17T01:28:00.000-07:00

since ytd i start to make my blog..

but just fix up half way ~ cos to tired and damn fuck tup x]]

so this morning just awake .

on my blog song and continue fix up again !

lastly thanks to jovii my best buddy ~ helpin me ! weee ^^

now my blog done and everythin goes perfect ~ plain is good !

green is perfect and nature i love it ! GREEN ! awesom x]]

maii own intro `

2009-08-16T12:19:00.000-07:00

my own blog !

this is my 1st time playing blog.

i am a person which is very lazy like a pig.

tried to play blog to see weather am good on it anot..

weather am i really will be lazy anot x]]

well my friend who see my blog or view my blog ~

support me ya ~

кіяо`ѕ воівоі

Life `

complicated D:

tears drops D:

♥ finally i realize my mistake!

♥

sad D:

HAPPY & SAD about it !

my precious one ♥

interview ♥

welcome 2011 :))

My life totally Mess up !

Fun n" Crazy Memory :))

what do u think :))

What do you think ? :))

It`s Hard !

why love HURTs ??

NIGHTMARE !!

DON be AFRAID ! ❤

Being alone I'm no afraid,

but wat i afraid of is lonely..Being attached doesn't mean,

you are not lonely, you are not aloneTo feel not lonely in a relationship,

is only when the partner is the right one.

DON notice ME ❤

2/7 1.30am Back-upPlan

Suffer & Realize ❤

EMO ❤

❤

❤

Enjoyed ❤

Happy Birthday` Niick

inoran`kor happy birthday. OUTgoing

FMS.

Hayao Miyazaki. the animation series.

Hayao Miyazaki animation Series.

this make me feel so weird !

GYM 2nd days.

GYM .

confusing ME .

CLUB ` and DOWN too

HIGH SCHOOL musical MEMORYs.

finally i realise it ! after i see ur blog ~

random `

night mare !

random mood !

my new updates ! 2010

random ``

3D - 2N at genting highland !

halloween NIGHT LIFE !

blog update ! new hair style

random `

busy life ` right now !

workin life now !

s.g wang n" movie with friends

random `

random `

wannen ` brother ! happy birthday !

when out with friend today `

when out ` n" dye my hair colour

thanks to eu ` my very 1st n" 1year anniversary`

national days `

happy birthday zen wen !

movie n" night life with friends

shapoholic n" night life

when out with dear bitto n" dear momo

random ``

random ` design my toilet [ haha ]

wee ! when to s.g wang ``

random `

going out ` da whole day ^^

owhh. nothin else can do `

hanging out with friends `

yeah ! new lens just arrive .

damn happy after fixing up my blog !

maii own intro `

but wat i afraid of is lonely..
Being attached doesn't mean,

you are not lonely, you are not alone
To feel not lonely in a relationship,