♥ finally i realize my mistake!

today so happy :))

going out with and janice, joyce and vince to watch movie at ioi malls..

and then, we eat steam boot had alot of fun seriously x))

after had steamboat at my auntie house.

when to my friend house and gamble and drink beer..

so sad i lost RM30 in a while.. D:

share and chat with my friends and my sister too x))

finally i realize my own mistake.

i mistake my self.

i feel that i left out the one i really love.

even, when i go back home. my mom did mention to me.

she said to me, its a great person that u be with.

even those she hate me to being like this !

but she really can put down her heart, which mean she had no worries that i could be with (...)

so when i heard my friend and my sister and my mom said this to me.

i oni do realize that, maybe i am not that good or that smart in relationship or in love ..

asked me to appreciate what i have, dont later wait until the relationship gone.

oni start to appreciate or regret for it. it will be to late .......

to you,

this is what i wish to share to u right.

from the 1st time,

until the moment right now. i love u till the end never change before.

mayb u think that i do change! but mayb i do but i dont knw.

but my heart feeling towards u, i never change bfore.

i am still love the way how deep i am.

i am sorry that, i always break ur promise,

always make u feel sad or hard feeling on me.

i am sorry about it, i knw that i always said sorry but end up i also never change.

please do believe me ! and give me time, i promise i will change.

when u actually think that, do i really care about this relationship ?

yes i do really care, and worry about it !

mayb i dont knw how to care. mayb i think the way i care is right, but is not. actually is wrong i can feel that. i am sorry about it ! i will try to figure it out, how to fix my self and change my self to be better. to make this relationship to be more better! i love u, i love u so much my love.

please, give me time to make the things goes better.

i dont wish ur feeling to me will gone. i also scare that one day i will lose u. i dont wan this feel to.

being with u so long, seriously i 1st time had a relationship that feeling i can stay for so long !

i love u.

i really do !

believe me please.

give me time to change my bad habit !